I can't believe what a hard week this has been. I can't remember the last time I cried so much. Between the car needing an expensive repair that was not in our budget, Dave's back injury over a week ago that is just not getting much better in spite of a lot of money spent on doctor visits, an MRI, and medicine, money worries due to Dave not working, and the fact that since he is pretty much confined to the couch it requires pretty much everything that needs to be done by an adult is falling on my shoulders. I am emotionally and physically spent. After about a week of feeling sorry for myself, I am trying to gain some perspective on all of this. Certainly the things that I have going on are difficult, but they are not as awful as the things many other people deal with. Sooo...in an effort to remind myself of that and have a better attitude today, here is a list of the good things:

I am thankful that I have a car to drive.

I am thankful that I have a husband that loves me and works hard.

I am thankful for the five kids that cost a fortune, but bring such joy to our lives.

I am thankful that I have Katelyn and Kira here, and that they have been such good helpers to me while Dave has been laid up.

I am thankful for the help and support of Dave's parents, who have shuttled Dave to appointments so that I could work.

I am thankful that I have a good-paying job.

I am thankful for health insurance.

I am thankful for my warm house and food in the cupboard.

I am thankful for good credit, so that when I need it, it is there.

I am thankful for a comfortable bed and a pillow for my head.

I am thankful for sleep, which gives me a break from the stresses of daily life.

I am thankful that when I feel like I am losing it, I can go to my Father in Heaven in prayer.

I am praying for a better day today.